Somewhere in time we'll see each other again. Then we can start over again but this time we will never be apart. I know in my heart that a love like ours could never die. I also know that there is some reason why I am still here. I know that we were meant to be together forever. There is no one in this world that knows me as you did. There is no one in this world that could understand me or my feelings inside.
I could sit here and cry my heart out and feel so alone.
You're the only one that feels what I feel.
Am I angry..yes, Am I lonely..yes, There are times I just want to go to where you are. But my up bringing won't allow that. There are days that I know I can go on and I can smile. And there are days like this one that I hurt so bad inside. Missing your understanding and your love. Missing your arms around me to comfort me when I was sad. I miss your shoulders that my head always leaned on. I always knew that they were there for me, so strong. Yet you would hold me so tenderly. I miss saying good night to you, and hearing you saying good night babe. I miss cuddling together and falling off to sleep. All those special feelings and wonderful times,
Were God's gifts to me.
I was blessed with a man that loved me so much and always showed me his heart.
You never know what life will throw your way. One second you're in a perfect place and the next you're running but don't know where to run. I ran so far with my head in the clouds looking for you, but you were no where to be found. I know I've made mistakes in my run, but what was I to do? I didn't know how to live on my own.. I never did, I didn't know where to start or how.
Everyone that we knew were different towards me, Maybe I felt that way because I was the one different. I was the one changing. I had to, The one finding herself and looking and wondering where I belonged now without you. This mite sound strange to some but I know there has to be many people that must feel like I do. Life for me has just crashed into a solid wall. You just don't know what to do. Alone with your broken heart, tears and memories, that is life now.
I sit here at my desk and look all around me. What do I see, I see pictures, pictures all over. Pictures of my children that are growing older, I see all my beautiful grand children. They are all part of us. All part of love, all part of our life. With all my heartache and pain I look at them and I can smile. With a tear falling down my cheek, I can smile and say..Somewhere there is a place for us,
When it's my time we will find that place together and stay there forever...
Words from my heart...Patty Egan